just so you all know... I'm one of those anti-valentines chicks... and not just because i don't want to feed the corporate monster, but also because i'm a jaded bitch
highpriestess wrote:just so you all know... I'm one of those anti-valentines chicks... and not just because i don't want to feed the corporate monster, but also because i'm a jaded bitch
Ah, but you're someone's jaded bitch!
Someone loves you, jaded bitch and all. That "quality" can be pretty endearing. My wife has "spunk" and an aversion to the sickeningly sweet. That's hot!
Baking the cookies of discontent by the heat of the laundromat vent...
i'm someone's EX-bitch... which is where the jaded part come in.
well, that AND the fact that i have horrible taste in men. i have an dickhead detector that picks out the biggest prick in the room (okay, so it detects on a few different levels... heh.), and that's the guy i want. The more dysfunctional a guy is, the more issues he has- the more i want him. I was probably like... Ava Braun in a past life... lol.
oh, oh... also - i like them all married up, too. and if they happen to be in a really bad marriage that's twisted their brains up and ripped out their hearts and stomped on them? i'm going to be even more attracted.... i might even fall in love with THAT guy.... because nothing says love like second-best. lol.
I think I lack the capacity to love someone really, in that sense.
All the chicks I know are "in love" or have been in love. I have never even been close. I just don't care.
lol i have had my heart broken many a time, but ya know what now i think, live life, if a girl comes my way, give her a smile, thats what she wants more than anything..
Simon
"A man who aimed to bring his dreams to reality is not a fool, but the man who won't is."
I've sadly had to "break hearts" a few times...it's never pretty, but it's either finish it soon or let the guy flounder.
It's hard thing to do...I'm actually preparing myself to do it again relatively soon. This'll be the second and final time that I'm leaving this guy. He didn't take the first time really well at ALL and I'm kinda worried about what he'll do afterwards.
Gotta love the men that emotionally black mail you!
women do it also (emotional black mail) but they sure know how to kick a guy in the heebie jeebies without actually laying the foot anywhere near.. but men i'll admit can be the worst at times, i remember helping a girl off her "suicidal" ex even though, within hours of breaking up with her, he was with someone else
I'm actually happy to have the nice hugs off my lady friends thats enough for me!
Simon
"A man who aimed to bring his dreams to reality is not a fool, but the man who won't is."