Claudio, first of all, my prayers are with you.Claudio wrote:I just don't know you guys, I love my music and thats all I want to do. I mean wow, what would be better then playing music for a living. I idolize any musician who does that. It means the world to me, but I have cancer and my life is going to total ****. I hope the cancer goes away, i still need to go to another doctor. I just want to play my guitar, its all that makes me happy.
You mention not wanting to bring up your personal issues here, and I respect that. But maybe you could consider this place an escape from your personal issues? That has helped me tremendously through my troubles with my back. Cancer is a tough thing to deal with and having an escape from the reality of it for an hour here and there might help, just as I'm sure your music helps.
Anyway, it's just a thought... good luck.