Paul Wolfe wrote:Think of it this way: Have you ever gotten a job where at first you are thrilled to have the job but after a couple of weeks you realize that everyone you work with are a bunch of idiots? There's that one guy who thinks he's great because of all the great people he's worked with in the past. Then there's that guy who thinks he's great because he used to work for a great company. Then there's that guy who has been around the block and feels he's worth more than he's getting simply because he's been around the block... that's where Randy was while in England. I'm sure he had second thoughts very early on, but his mom kept him believing that he was doing the right thing by making a name for himself.
I believe that Randy wanted out of the world of Ozzy very early on, but he stayed because he hoped things would get better, especially after he had a friend like Rudy with him and was playing with Tommy (as he was a Black Oak fan from about '71)...
Any musician or actor who has to tour, or live in close proximity to other artists, has good days and bad days, it's hard, focused, stressful work and things don't always go well, and you get homesick. Tempers and passions rise and fall like the wind, one minute you hate someone and the next they're your best friend. It happens in any creative process. Works of art and great performances need that kind of energy, in my opinion. Obviously, during the Diary tour Randy decided that he'd had enough.
But it didn't appear to me 'that Randy wanted out of the world of Ozzy very early on'. It seems that both you and Shaun are forming your opinions based on what you've been told by anonymous sources and what you believe to be Randy's personal postcards and letters home... Hmm, wonder how Randy would feel about a couple of total strangers reading his personal stuff? But then, we'll never know if this correspondence was written by Randy or not will we? We're not allowed to see it for ourselves and make informed decisions, we're supposed to take your word for it, and your interpretation of what was written.
It's funny to me that people who've never been in the business and never met Randy are so sure that they know what he thought to the point of dismissing other views, and what we all know to be postcards written by Randy that show he was enjoying himself in the UK, which is what I remember. I prefer to believe what I heard with my own ears and saw with my own eyes. Randy never struck me as being two-faced but if I believed what you say, that's what he would've been.